How I started

Hey, I’m Nate Doran. My personal journey of self healing started in the fall of 2019. I was drowning in unresolved grief for the death of my father and had just concluded the latest of a string of destructive romantic relationships. I was lost and confused, but suddenly aware that I was living out destructive patterns. I was determined to discover who I really was.

In January of 2020, I joined a men's group: a community of men devoted to inner work, self discovery, betterment and intentional community. I had been taking mushrooms for a number of years at this point, but as work in the group shifted my intentions, my psychedelic experiences started to morph. Sessions became less about curiosity and discovery and became more about the dark corners of my inner world. My mind was a scary place, but I took the fear as a challenge and dove deeper still.

Psilocybin supercharged my inner work, blasting through hardened layers of my psyche to expose long buried fear, sadness, loneliness, hope, joy, direction, purpose, all of which had been buried and hidden from my conscious mind.

I am a true believer in the power of entheogens to heal and reveal our inner space. I’m interested in bringing others to where I have been.